The conflicted Ninja

This is a very short account of a pocket of time but its defiantly worth recording and I'm hoping its defiantly worth reading (and possibly wanking over). I really hope those of you reading this are getting a vivid account of this awesome moment. It was one of the hottest sexual experiences I've had to date. It was litterly like something out of a film and i was so sexually charged and turned on, i could have possibly exploded. So me and my current boyfriend had been going out a couple of months and were fucking like rabbits whenever we could....which we are still like even to this day, well a little bit but the honeymoon period coming to an end is enviable, so there's not much i can do about that! We had been having awesome sex all night but there were two pockets of time that were without a doubt the best parts of that night. We had shared a very small spliff between us a couple of hours earlier which of course makes the sexual organs become  more enlightened and

Although I've been swinging for 12 years, still to this day, the sheer excitement the swinging life produces is still so raw and beautiful. From arranging the meet to enjoying it in the moment, the excitement and buzz I get from the chasing (arranging the meets) and the sex, it never goes away. I am on the scene now as part of a couple. Paul is that other half, that final missing puzzle peace and although there has been somewhat ups and downs regarding boundaries and at times jealousy. I need to continuously remain mindful of the fact that we are in love and we're both only human. Although they may not feel nice at times, even the negative ones have a purpose. (And at times are even more important as the positive ones to ensuring our survival as a species)  me and Paul :)  The adrenaline which propels those butterflies in my stomach while I'm on the way to a meet still happens. And even if its a 1-1, or a 3way, a 4way or a club/party scenario, you can bet 100% t