The conflicted Ninja

 Hey there... We have very recently decided to embark on a writing journey together and start combining stories and writing them together!! Such exciting times... So really hope you all look forward to the small and awesome stories that are going to follow.... Love Char and Paul x Some of the stories coming are real life, some are completely fictional, but we will make sure it's very clear to you which one it is... Xxx And we will also make it abundantly clear to who has wrote it :) Paul's mind is pretty vast and some of the ideas he's has - they are out of this world amazing.. He just at times struggles with writing it down. This I can help with - it's what makes us an absolute amazing team. 

So this is a very short blog entry... As going through such a difficult time with getting my head around my university material. And a very recent report grade knocked me for six! I've never ever got a score that low in my life and my attention span has gone through the window.... I'm trying to determine the cause as not entirely sure if it's my late nights or addiction to tic toc that is causing my cognitive abilities to slow this much down... So as off yesterday at 4pm..(4:25pm to be exact... I deleted the app and started a dopamine detox)  Its been very, very hard but I've been good and continue to push through... I did a video to my haters and my fans explaining why my presence wouldn't be felt for 48 or 72 hours... (as two of four days... Apparently is a good time to successfully repoot my dopamine levels to a more appropriate levels... Paul gave me an amazing massage and I slept for 10 hours without waking up once.. And feel so much better energy wise, as felt