Finally getting paid to write!






So this is a very short blog entry... As going through such a difficult time with getting my head around my university material. And a very recent report grade knocked me for six! I've never ever got a score that low in my life and my attention span has gone through the window....

I'm trying to determine the cause as not entirely sure if it's my late nights or addiction to tic toc that is causing my cognitive abilities to slow this much down... So as off yesterday at 4pm..(4:25pm to be exact... I deleted the app and started a dopamine detox) 

Its been very, very hard but I've been good and continue to push through... I did a video to my haters and my fans explaining why my presence wouldn't be felt for 48 or 72 hours... (as two of four days... Apparently is a good time to successfully repoot my dopamine levels to a more appropriate levels...

Paul gave me an amazing massage and I slept for 10 hours without waking up once.. And feel so much better energy wise, as felt so dead yeaturday, it felt as if I was coming of a real drug, like speed! 

What has helped massively over the past 24 hours is requests for Erotica... Paid ones... And here are some examples.... It feels so unbelievably good to say I'm starting to get paid to write. I know, I know, it's not exactly a book I've published.... But you know what, it's still getting paid to write in my book. Maybe I'm deluded, but feels great..

❤️❤️❤️❤️

Mmmmmmm, so you want to pay the for me to get a lovely, pampering foot scrub and panicure. Maybe I could send you a quick video of it being done... So you can see just how long they are spending on it...Slowely getting my feet more and more softer..

Mmmmmmmmmmm you see the video in delight and can't wait to knee down in front of me... (I don't think that it's a good idea for your hands to be restricted tho... Because you need to balance and use your own hands to worship them.) And then ill be a very good dominatrix and permit you to taste them...but maybe I had to walk back from the pedicure with my socks on inside my boots.. So they smell a little bit of sweat...

But you love that now.. Don't you little bitch.

So sorry its been so long...

But as you was such a good boy and sent the money for your awesome new toy.... The toy we are going to restrict your soft cock in for an hour at lease to begin with.... And tease the fuck out of you whilst In it...

So you think you deserve to taste my juices... Or have that 1st tanterlising taste of pauls massive head.... We think that after some more teases.. You will be able to taste us...

Maybe we should take the ball gag out of your mouth.... But of course leave the chastity belt on... But maybe I'll get Paul to then sit you up right on the bed... So you can clearly see me sitting on the chair which I've moved next to our bed... And as I maintain eye contact with you, I'll slowely begin to take my stockings and heels off....

Then of course I'll come and sit on the bed and begin to use my feet to roam your chest and neck. You can't but help get very excited and you feel your balls tighten in response... My feet are so cute and with my feet being so soft and my freshly painted toe nails... You want them to go straight onto your mouth... But...Mmmmmmm, so you want to pay the for me to get a lovely, pampering foot scrub and panicure.

Maybe I could send you a quick video of it being done... So you can see just how long they are spending on it...

Slowely getting my feet more and more softer..

Mmmmmmmmmmm you see the video in delight and can't wait to knee down in front of me... (I don't think that it's a good idea for your hands to be restricted tho... Because you need to balance and use your own hands to worship them.)

And then ill be a very good dominatrix and permit you to taste them...

But maybe I had to walk back from the pedicure with my socks on inside my boots.. So they smell a little bit of sweat...

But you love that now.. Don't you little bitch.

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