The conflicted Ninja

It's been a long 15 months since anyone attended the big bi play at the beautiful Vanilla Alternative :) And it was such an interesting night :)  Paul himself was his normal charming and bubbly self, I however was on edge pretty much most of the entire night :/ I was trying to keep going and kept doing my best at being social with everyone but my poxy aniexty was beating 6 shits out of me. But as Paul perfectly said, (Kim's lovely other half, not my Paul)... 'it's been a good 15 months since people did the clubs and we've all got to get back into the swing of it :p.. And he's absolutely correct.  So I need to stop feeling so damn bad about being so socially awkward and stop beating myself up as the majority of people are in the same boat as myself. The majority of those playing there last night, who were lost in 6ways, 3ways and those were just interacting socially were all just trying to get back into the swing of it. Some a lot easier than others but damn what

See what I did there with the title, hehe. A nice play on words that and considering its regarding playtime too, oops I did it again by accident.....  Although this is about the dreaded 'covideggon', it's not going to be a massive moan fest regarding all the possible conspiracy theories regarding it, I promise. (covideggon- I coined that all by myself but please do steal it and integrate it beautifully into your own word database to use as you please.) but please make sure you use it in the right context, within the right environment and with the right people - as I used it during a conversation with a lovely lady during a swinging festival a few weeks ago, and considering she was just about to tell us that her ex husband had sadly died from it, I believe it may have been recieved somewhat quite negatively, like I was being undeniably insensitive -or something, although to be honest I was, but I didn't know in that moment that she was going to say that, so please be car