The conflicted Ninja

Psychology, my dear passion, please believe that we will still be spending valuable time together. It will just be on a more casual basis, with more flexibility to how I utilise your power.. I will complete you.  I type these words with such confliction because although I'm massively disappointed in myself for putting my last module off a year..... And (and sadly, most probably the one I'm currently on because I'm almost 100% certain I'm either going to fail it or get such a bad level 4 pass - I won't want the points anyway- because it's going to negatively affect my final degree grade that much and once the points get banked, I'm pretty much stuck with it!!! So I've cancelled my up and coming module with the open university.. Which could have been my last one... But this has to be done and although I am disappointed, I'm so relieved I finally made the decision. It had been a hard one to make the past 2 weeks.. And although I know someone very close ...

 Hey there... We have very recently decided to embark on a writing journey together and start combining stories and writing them together!! Such exciting times... So really hope you all look forward to the small and awesome stories that are going to follow.... Love Char and Paul x Some of the stories coming are real life, some are completely fictional, but we will make sure it's very clear to you which one it is... Xxx And we will also make it abundantly clear to who has wrote it :) Paul's mind is pretty vast and some of the ideas he's has - they are out of this world amazing.. He just at times struggles with writing it down. This I can help with - it's what makes us an absolute amazing team. 

So this is a very short blog entry... As going through such a difficult time with getting my head around my university material. And a very recent report grade knocked me for six! I've never ever got a score that low in my life and my attention span has gone through the window.... I'm trying to determine the cause as not entirely sure if it's my late nights or addiction to tic toc that is causing my cognitive abilities to slow this much down... So as off yesterday at 4pm..(4:25pm to be exact... I deleted the app and started a dopamine detox)  Its been very, very hard but I've been good and continue to push through... I did a video to my haters and my fans explaining why my presence wouldn't be felt for 48 or 72 hours... (as two of four days... Apparently is a good time to successfully repoot my dopamine levels to a more appropriate levels... Paul gave me an amazing massage and I slept for 10 hours without waking up once.. And feel so much better energy wise, as felt...

The following post isn't about swinging but it's to do about sex and something amazing that takes place when your having a baby... And your the man. Not that any one will be interested in this or even give it a read but the following fact is so vastly interesting, I just had to verbalise it... So after doing some basic research into the differences of the male and female brain in regards to sexual perception and activity... I stumbled across this fact that absolutely blew my mind. (kind of hoping those who are continuing to read on are as blown away as I was...) Throughout the entire course of a woman's pregnancy, her body produces a pheromone - Which basically is a axillary steroid and as the man breaths it in while being with her, it impressively and unconsciously minupulates him into loosing his sex drive!! It causes his testosterone levels to decrease by 30% so he becomes less horny and less inclined to want sex. Although it's main biological purpose is it en...

I know I should have loads of mini stories on this blog by now but me and Paul have been working and having so much fun, please bare with me. My writing skills are not as skilled as they once used to be...………….. Me and my rolls are here, just getting lost  in the moment that is life.  So please bare with me, I'm currently doing a degree, a diploma, and juggling swinging, podcasting, seeing family and friends and writing a diary, which one day in around 20 years will turn into a crazy sex filled swinging book :) 

UKbiproperswingers podcast is coming soon and the link for it is below our podcast profile picture :)  https://ukbiproperswingers.buzzsprout.com/ So as Me and Paul have been saying on our fabswingers and Instagram page, we are starting the beautiful process of our very own podcast on sex and swinging....and although we are aiming for our very first episode to be published by this weekend....please bare with us if it is not....its a little more complicated as previously thought...and now we have been focusing upon all of the technicalities for around three weeks now, we are both starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel in getting that first one published and ready for download! :)  We are honestly beyond excited and although its been a little difficult as I tend to always dominate conversations anyway..ensuring Paul is able to get his insight and experience in it too, has proved somewhat diffcilt. But we are making real progress in doing it......

I took this picture like 20 minutes before we got ready and left to pick Chris up...and being as I hadn't been spoilt by two guys since forever, I was beyond excited. 8 weeks in lockdown was proving somewhat difficult but we still managed it.    (And considering a meet with Chris before hand hadn't gone quite to plan, I was a little dubious to wherever or not this meet would even happen, but it did, so fantastic and a good 14 hour session awesome at that! Although the following accounts are not everything that happened, they are snippets of the greatest moments from that 14 hour session. And FYI-Me and Paul very rarely do bareback with our fellow swinging companions, but as we got tested since our last liaison with Chris, we know he's clean so we decided to go for it bareback with him.)  From the moment that I looked out of the window of my door for the 7th time and he appeared, to when Chris got into the car, conversation flew and we both did our best to a...