A degree of love.

 So I may be completely raving crazy - which isn't actually new news is it.. But I enrolled on the module that I failed last year.. The one that I couldn't manage to finish.

And somehow this week.. (the very same week the module actually starts) I'm having to help my baby daddy pack up (and chuck out) 6 years / 3 floors worth of stuff.. Pack it and help him to move it all. As stressful as all that may be, I'm actually really thankful at the same time of getting them somewhere.. So it's not as stressful as it would be - if they had no where to go..

So sadly - again the blog may have to take a bit of a back burner for a bit...

It's a shame because I actually have a few ideas of some awesome short stories that you may all like.

So maybe once I ensure that I'm on track with the module... I can occasionally keep working on the small erotica stories.

Compared to my last blog that I had 5 years ago - this one isnt that big anyway.. So I shouldn't feel too sad...

The one I had before (maybe some of you who read this remember it but I very much doubt you do) I deleted (along my extensive fabswingers profile) for a crap coke dealer ex... I deleted it in front of him - Thinkng it would show him just how dedicated I was to him. And how much I wanted to help him.. But I sometimes look back from this point of time to that period of time and think.. 'I don't think he knew what a big deal that was to me' because he didn't even care..

Haha.. Oh well. The past is the past and all of that jazz..

So.... Just incase you wonder where I've dissappeard too.. You know..

I'm going to get this degree - even if it kills me. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 Don't worry that's a figure of speech lol.

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